Well lets see whats new here been living in the house for about 2 and a half weeks and loving it. Its nice to be in our own space and Ralphey our new malamute dog seems to enjoying it very much. Although at the moment hes not happy with me cause we have to stay in and wait for the Talk Talk phone company guy to come which means he didnt get his morning walk and has to wait for his afternoon walk. Hes not pleased with me about that.. it sucks that the waiting time is from 8 to 1. Anyway last two weekends we've had Sams best mate Dave up we kind of unofficially made the spare room his, Sam and I were like yeah sure Dave thats your room. It's been good for him to spend time with Sam and get to game, Sam's worried about Afghan the British troops are taking quite a hit at the moment. But I know everything will be okay so I reassure him and move on even when Im scared out of my mind if the worst happens how broken, how much of a no point there will be. But I firmly believe everything will be okay! I do see now why so much cleaning was neccesary when we lived with our parents I mean well lived in houses get dirty quick heh It's sad when you have that realization that maybe you arent entirely justified in hating your parents. Because maybe you didnt understand what they were thinking or maybe what they were going through and you see now how some of those hard times prepared you for your life now.

I spend moments thinking highschool really sucked in parts but look where it got me it got me to the life I wanted to where I wanted to be in life, which through all its trials and tribulations of getting to this point its so worth it. I do however wish we all lived within miles of each other it would be nice to see you all everyday again thats what I do miss about Highschool seein you all all the time. But hopefully we all will get together for a big visit one day. And on another note omg Im almost 21 where has the time gone but I still have that childlike innocence which makes me well me. I'm still Rae Rae just a lot less angsty these days which as the Rat would say is a huge improvement. Ralphey has a huge personality a very playful pup and hes quite the mamas dog awww <3 and it being Sam's first dog he utterly loves Ralphey and so do I. Well im off the talk talk guy just rang says he doesnt need to visit which is lovely so im off guys talk to you soon.

P.s. my cooking is actually pretty good Sam actually says it tastes good far cry from the days of burning things and nuttty buttys