Well let me say, the first journal was way to happy...lol Granted things in life are going excellent. Im in love with Sam and it's a hell of a long wait but I can do it and I know he can too. When he finally does get over here, I know you guys won't put him through the ringer to bad...... Yeah thats a lie I know you all will but I would expect nothing less especially since i do it to all your boyfreinds...lol As far as the itch that needs scratching as the Rat says yeah not any time soon .....unfortunately. But oh well College is going well but for some reason if im not a week a head in homework i feel like im slacking. Even though I'm not anyway, Family is good we got past the akward stage and now i visit on a regular basis. Im worried about what im going to tell my parents when i leave for hawaii but I guess ill just keep paying them out the big bucks and then they can't complain right? Heres hoping...lol The wolf has been going through a punk stage as of late complete with nose ring and black nail polish, I miss the forest though i really miss just being out there and being myself, ahh i hate living in the city. And then i feel really vain as of late and its like WTF why do i care? Im a wolf for godsakes. Anyway enough rambling.